I've been extremely tired and busy. Studying for mocks & the upcoming prelim. I'm sorry, I'll update at the end of the week, when I finally get to breathe. Meanwhile, I'll be doing a thousand and one math papers.
Have a great week ahead people, don't get the flu bug! :D
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Phil 3:12- "Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me." 13- "But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead" Phil 4:13- "I can do everything through him who gives me strength. "
"When it hurts to look back and your scared to look ahead you can look beside you and your best friend will be there."
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Yesterday, was a day out with Amanda. SHE MADE ME WAIT FOR SO LONG D: Nvm, I still heart her. Hey best friend, I love you!
Went around Raffles City, walked down to SMU. Went to Cathay, bummed around while looking at the SMU booklets we took. Then walked around at Plaza Sing. Then trained home. At home I was *forced* to study while she used my lappie to search universities. YAY SHE'S COMING TO SINGAPORE, HEAR HEAR.
After that headed down to Vivo. Chris joined us and after that had dinner at LJS. Then camwhored (haha) at the garden thing upstairs. Played with water (:
APOLOGIES TO AMANDA DEAR. I DIDN'T MEAN TO DRAG YOU AROUND AND FORCING YOU TO BUY THE BAG! But the bag was REALLY GORGEOUS. And the gladies was not bad. Heh. Damn it la, everything's on sale when I'm broke ): Anyone wants to fund me? I'm in love with a pull&bear orange beach tunic/dress, F21 tunic, and more more more.
THANK YOU DODO FOR THE BAG, IT'S LOVELY AND I LOVE IT :D *heart*
Haha. My N97 is OUT.
Haha, kay, the pictures will continue my story.
Kay, the rest will be up on FB by the end of the week! :D
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PS. Please go to www.channelnewsasia.com and vote NOW. Click under the Singapore section, and there is this small poll column. Vote for the extension of holidays people!
Monday, June 22, 2009
#11; Holiday blues.{10:39 AM}
I'm going out with Amanda today, God knows what will happen. I'd been longing for this day to come, but today, not so much. Don't ask me why.
Yesterday was Daddy's day and Parents' day at church. Gave out presents to parents :D It's this really cool pedometers which also functions as a radio. Heh. I cabbed to church cos I woke up late. The cab driver was Mr Poh Chee Meng. Sigh, it totally reminded me of Albert Toh Chee Meng. LMN was only about 4 months ago, but it seems like it was ages ago. I miss everything.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
#10; Lost generation.{11:35 PM}
Something to think about.
#09; The beauty of his creation.{11:23 PM}
A dedicated post- To a great photographer; a great old friend.
You've got awesome photography skillz. :D Keep it up.
#08; You hurt me.{7:25 PM}
They say that nowadays, kids grow up exposed to violence. I grew up watching, seeing- people; loved ones, getting abused. My mother always told me, before marriage, guys will treat you very well. After, you never know what will happen. Let me ask you then, how if, even before, I'm already hurt? What will happen after? I'm scared.
#07; I miss you.{11:16 AM}
You're someone I hold dearly; someone I love. You're someone I will never let go; my best friend. Forever friends, sister.
See you in less than 8 hours' time. (Hopefully.) XOXO ♥
Friday, June 19, 2009
#06; There you'll be.{3:49 PM}
"Curly hair means stubborn; soft hair means soft-hearted."
Cupcakes, anyone? I feel like baking today- NOW. I shall see if I have enough ingredients, and bake if I do. Baking is a good way to relieve stress and vent anger :D
There's a song that's stuck in my head right now. Faith Hill - There You'll Be.
When I think back On these times And the dreams We left behind I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed to get To have you in my life When I look back On these days I'll look and see your face You were right there for me
In my dreams I'll always see you soar Above the sky In my heart There always be a place For you for all my life I'll keep a part Of you with me And everywhere I am There you'll be
Well you showed me How it feels To feel the sky Within my reach And I always Will remember all The strength you Gave to me Your love made me Make it through Oh, I owe so much to you You were right there for me
In my dreams I'll always see you soar Above the sky In my heart There always be a place For you for all my life I'll keep a part Of you with me And everywhere I am There you'll be
'Cause I always saw in you My light, my strength And I want to thank you Now for all the ways You were right there for me You were right there for me For always
In my dreams I'll always see you soar Above the sky In my heart There always be a place For you for all my life I'll keep a part Of you with me And everywhere I am There you'll be
Let this song play, and listen to it people. Listen.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
#05; Prom.{6:51 PM}
Wanda is looking for her PROM DRESS :D Haha. Okay. I'm looking through my Life&Style magazines for hot, smexy dresses. I'm planning to custom made a dress. Hahah. Omg it's so hard to choose just ONE dress. Sigh I currently have at least about 10 dresses in mind. AND, I haven't searched the net yet. OHMYGOSH.
Monday, June 8, 2009
#04; It was fate.{8:22 PM}
Meeting you was fate; Becoming your friend was a choice; But falling in love with you, was beyond my control.
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Thank you for today.
I'm not a perfect person There's many things I wish I didn't do But I continue learning I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you It's something I must live with every day And all the pain I put you through I wish that I could take it all away And be the one who catches all your tears That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you
Saturday, June 6, 2009
#03; I would go.{10:53 PM}
My mum's siccckk. Her fever's reaching 40 degrees soon and I'm so scared. To top it off, my dad cut his foot while fixing the pipe just now. AND HE CHOPPED OFF PART OF HIS SKIN/FLESH WITH A NAIL CLIPPER. Gosh. IN FRONT OF ME. Okay whatever I just screamed that's all, and he laughed at me.
Hah. Yawn I'm kinda tired I studied today yay (: Okay I shall go have a bit of fun and sleep, cos I'm serving tmr. Hahah. I miss fuel :D I had fun today, thanks to you. * Jesus, I believe in You And I would go to the ends of the earth To the ends of the earth For You alone are the Son of God And all the world will see That You are God You are God.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
#02; The long awaited.{10:58 PM}
By the way people, MY N97 IS FINALLY GONNA BE SELLING IN SINGAPORE (SOON). The press said that it'll start selling FIRST WEEK OF JUNE. Yayness. Even though so far, I don't think it's selling yet.. I'll go check now. Toodles :D
Aww, isn't it just so hot?
#01; The revival.{10:30 PM}
I've decided to start blogging again. I don't know why, I just feel like I can express everything here (: Haha. But then again, if you don't like me or what I write here, shoo. I don't want you here either.
I'm looking forward to tomorrow, triple periods of chem and triple periods of math. Great. Anddd I haven't revised for math mock paper. Double great.
I shall go off now, and studdyyy. I napped for 2 odd hours today! Yayy (:
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Oh Lord my God in You I put my trust Oh Lord my God in You I put my hope
In You In You I find my peace In You In You I find my strength In You I live and move and breathe Let everything I say and do Be founded by my faith in You I lift up holy hands and sing Let the praises ring!
Oh Lord my God to You I give my hands Oh Lord my God to You I give my feet Oh Lord my God to You I give my everything Oh Lord my God to You I give my life
In you Lord, I surrender my everything. Cos only with You, I can overcome these thunderstorms.
{8:24 PM}
Yes, I was angry at you. How naive, thinking that you'd wanna see me. You sound like you're having so much fun yourself. Well, good for you.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
{8:32 PM}
You wanna know how I feel? Let me tell you how I feel.
First, I feel horrible about what you told me; the things your friends said. I didn't expect that to happen, at all. I'm sorry. I'm sorry sorry sorry.
Second, I'm confused. Very extremely so. You seem... so far away right now. You don't sound like you want to talk to me; as if you feel obliged to do so. Do you miss me, at all, honestly?
Third, I don't know. I miss you. But it's so hard to catch up with you. I don't know if you noticed, my voice was shaking during the short time we talked just now. I always need to keep myself occupied, cos if I don't, you know what will happen. I haven't studied the whole day. I'm gonna screw up my papers. My mum will probably scold me. I'm confused. I don't know what to do. I'm lost.
* Hold me in your arms; never let me go, I wanna spend eternity with you.
And now that you're near, everything is different, everything is different love.
Come back, please.
{8:23 PM}
I'm sorry. I didn't know I'd called you at the wrong time. I thought you're having your break time then. I didn't know you were still on the way back. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. I got you into this trouble. I made your friends talk about you. I embarrassed you. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. It's all my fault.
Please, take care of yourself. Loveyou.
{2:27 PM}
Cos;
I didn't see you again today. It felt weird, having to bum around the whole day trying to get my mind off you. Hope you're having fun. Doubt I can talk to you today, but promise me, that you'll take care of yourself, okay? Iloveyou.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
{11:48 PM}
Don't fall sick; take care of yourself.
Monday, June 1, 2009
{11:31 PM}
Goodnight, love.
{11:09 PM}
You sang it to a certain girl, now let me sing it.
Janice - Never Let You Go
The rain just never seems to bring The joy I feel the same. Everlasting pain of my loss remains. My heart can’t seem to learn to part The hold you left you mark. All that I dreamed of now it seems so stark.
Though I told myself won’t hold my breath a part of me was dying. There is nothing left for me to do now. But give in.
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling. I would sing to you and tell you I won’t Live my life without you.
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling. I would hold your hand and look in your eyes. And you know I’d never let you go.
The way you left me on the train. I don’t know what to say. I remember everything of that day I can’t believe we’d never dance I just need one more chance To share the sunset our one last romance
Though I told myself won’t hold my breath a part of me was dying. There is nothing left for me to do now. But give in.
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling. I would sing to you and tell you I won’t Live my life without you.
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling. I would hold your hand and look in your eyes. And you know I’d never let you go.
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling. I would sing to you and tell you I won’t Live my life without you.
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling. I would hold your hand and look in your eyes. And you know I’d never let you go.
{10:43 PM}
I thank God you can't see me now, cos I look like shit.
{10:38 PM}
WANDA, stop crying you loser.
{8:30 PM}
You called. I hope you didn't hear it, but I was tearing as I heard your voice. Don't ask me why, I just did. Cos I don't need you to say you miss me, Cos I don't need you to say you love me; All I want is for you to be with me.
{1:11 PM}
I got out of school today, secretly wishing that you'd be outside, waiting at the gate. You weren't there. I walked to the bus stop, seeing many chartered buses. I looked at every single one of them, secretly hoping you'd be in one of them. You weren't there. I know you wouldn't be at the bus stop, but I still looked around, secretly hoping you'd be there. You weren't there. I walked down the empty walkway to my house, secretly hoping you'd be at the gate. You weren't there. I walked passed the BBQ pits, hoping you'd be sitting down there waiting for me. You weren't there.
I don't know why I'm feeling this way. Secretly, you've been peeling off my masks, revealing this weak, little fragile girl inside. I cried today. I cried in school, in the bus, at home.
I listened to your iPod, and I cried. I bussed past your school, and I cried. I saw your schoolmates getting onto the bus, and I cried. I thought of you, and I cried.
The bus was rather empty today, maybe representing my feelings. As I got onto the bus, I realised how lonely I felt. You were my best friend; one who were always there no matter what, one who'd accompany me on the journey home whenever I felt lousy, one who wouldn't mind being asked for help in this and that no matter when, where, or what. I never realised, that I miss you.
When you're by my side, I took you for granted. I never appreciated the things you've done for me. I never appreciated the time you sacrificed helping me. I never appreciated you at all; until now. I never realised, I was falling in love with you. All these times. I'm sorry I never told you. I'm sorry. You annoy me at times, You irritate me at times. But regardless of all these, I still love you. Don't promise me that you'll always be there. We never know. All I know is that, I wanna thank you; for all the times we've been through, for being there for me, for loving me. If you're reading this, good for you. I don't need to know if you did. But wherever you are, whatever you're doing, I hope you're doing well, having fun. <3 You're gone, and I have no one to turn to now.
girl/
WANDA♥
A jewel's just a rock put under enormous heat and pressure.
Extraordinary things are always hiding in places people never think to look.
Have you ever looked, for your jewel?
I've been extremely tired and busy.
Aww, isn't it just so hot?
Cos;
I didn't see you again today.
Don't fall sick; take care of yourself.
