You wanna know how I feel?
Let me tell you how I feel.
First,
I feel horrible about what you told me;
the things your friends said.
I didn't expect that to happen, at all.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry sorry sorry.
Second,
I'm confused.
Very extremely so.
You seem... so far away right now.
You don't sound like you want to talk to me;
as if you feel obliged to do so.
Do you miss me, at all, honestly?
Third,
I don't know.
I miss you.
But it's so hard to catch up with you.
I don't know if you noticed, my voice was shaking during the short time we talked just now.
I always need to keep myself occupied,
cos if I don't,
you know what will happen.
I haven't studied the whole day.
I'm gonna screw up my papers.
My mum will probably scold me.
I'm confused.
I don't know what to do.
I'm lost.
*
Hold me in your arms;
never let me go,
I wanna spend eternity with you.
And now that you're near,
everything is different,
everything is different love.
Come back, please.
